Greetings!
We have internet at home again so, Lord willing, I will be writing and posting a little more frequently.
I am currently working on the next installment of our study in Romans as well as some things concerning prayer and our Lords desire for unity in the church.
For now, however, I wanted to give you a little insight into my own personal and spiritual background.
If you are new here, or one of —or should I say— my only faithful reader…
perhaps this will help you to understand where I am coming from personally.
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I am a man who didn’t grow up in ‘Christianity’, but I did grow up in the midst of it.
While my home town, Pensacola, is very heavily populated with churches and the local culture is permeated with ‘Christianity’, I grew up viewing much of it as nothing more than religious fodder.
Why?
There are a few different reasons for this, but at this time I would like to zero in on just one:
My mother is a Christian….
but she will not ‘go to church’.
Every since I can remember, whenever she would comment on why this was so, it went something like this:
You don’t need a man preaching at you all the time. All you need to do is love God and treat people the way that you would want to be treated.You don’t have to dress up and go visit God. He lives on the inside.
And she practiced what she preached.
I can already hear the theologians squirming in their seats.
Rest easy. I hear you, and I ‘amen’ much of what you are thinking, but hear me out.
I don’t know if I can ever remember a time growing up when we didn’t have some displaced soul living at our place with our family.
There always seemed to be someone there who, due to poor choices or unfortunate circumstances, found themselves in a desperate situation….usually a friend of one of my mothers children or an acquaintance of some other acquaintance…
Sometimes it would be an extended family member…
but my point is this:
Her home was also the home of anyone that needed a home.
“That’s nice and all, brother, but we need the church. We need the gathering of the saints!”
Let me tell you, oh compassionate friend, she knows more about ‘the church’ than many of these so called church’ “leaders” that we have today.
As I sit and write this article I vividly recall Sunday mornings at our little single wide mobile home on Navy Blvd.
Mom would get up early in the morning to begin making “brunch”.
The meal would always consist of some kind of good old fashioned country cooking, often with some variety of fresh Gulf seafood:
Baked ham, pork chops, fried chicken, collard greens, green beans, lima beans, corn fritters, corn bread, rolls, crawfish, fried catfish, mullet, brim,
banana pudding….
Did you hear that?
Was that the sound of an artery hardening?
But I don’t want to miss the point here…
The food wasn’t just for our family, but it was for everyone.
But it wasn’t just all about the food. That would miss the point…
There was fellowship.
Acceptance.
Care.
Love.
LOVE.
L O V E !
It was for the person that we housed at the time.It was for the folks that we had housed in the past.Sometimes, as it turns out, it was for the people that we would house in the future.It was for close family and extended family.It was for friends of the family.It was for people that we had come into relationship with somehow….
It was even for the ex-girlfriends and ex-boyfriends of moms kids.
We had hippies, druggies, alcoholics, bikers, preachers, Christians, heathens…
Blacks, whites, Asians….
And they all loved “Mrs. T”.
And as far as i know, they all do still.
(And they all had a certain respect for “Mr. T”.)
(That’s Mrs. and Mr. Thomas for those who weren’t aware of my last name.)
Now, we didn’t really ‘pray’ then…
and we didn’t talk about Jesus much or share bible verses…
But what I didn’t understand at the time, and what I am so blessed to understand now is that we embodied much of what the bible pointed to.
We embodied the living Christ.
My mother cooperated with God to answer the prayers of these hungry, displaced and confused souls.
Not only that…
but she also
cooperated with God to answer the prayers of many saints.
While many dear saints have felt obligated to the religious duties of attending stale sermon meetings, and routine “worship services” they have also prayed that a deeper and more authentic expression of the church of Christ would become a living reality.
In their hearts, they have all asked the same thing:
Is this it?
Could there be more?
Something more than a ‘worship service’.
Something more than a ‘bible study’.
(I can’t help but wonder if these prayers are not just as prevalent today. I know that they are in my own heart.)
In This way, we did not miss the point.In this way, we were without sin.
This was ‘organic” before ‘organic’ was cool.
Sadly, these Sunday meals fizzled out about fifteen or so years ago and perhaps that’s another story for another time.
These gatherings were special. So very, very special.
Now, I’m not trying to paint an unrealistic picture here, just because she’s my mom.
She is human.
She is not without her own personal flaws.
But if you were to ask anyone who knows her, I assure you, you would not receive one bad report.
She is an earthen vessel of both grace and humility.
This is the foundation of my own personal Spiritual journey.
It is thoroughly rooted in the Spirit and Truth of the Lord Jesus Christ.
Perhaps I will be able to continue this train of thought soon as it is a good reminder for me to bring these things to remembrance.
It’s a good thing to reflect on the things which help to define who you are from time to time.
And maybe this testimony will provide a slightly different perspective on what authentic Christianity can look like.
God bless.


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August 31, 2009 at 3:32 am
Richard
Thanks for sharing brother!
Very good.
Bless you,
Richard
September 1, 2009 at 4:14 pm
brotherjohnny
Thanks, Richard.
I always appreciate your feedback.
May the Lord be glorified as we lift our souls (and heads!) to Him!!
September 2, 2009 at 6:35 pm
Marie
Hey Johnny,
So good to read you again. Your Mother sounds incredible. What a wonderful foundation of love to be able to look back upon and see what true love looks like(and true “church”).
I also have an awesome Mother (lives with me). People tell me that I look like her, but alas, I did not inherit any of her good qualities like hospitality and resourcefulness.
This post does give background to your professed difficult journey involving the established church. The Lord has used you tremendously in witness of the “other than” or “organic” church.
I still remember vividly the “discussion” we had on GreenPastures about soccer being played on Sundays. You stretched me so far my ears were ringing! Really good stuff. I would discuss this issue much differently today because of how the Lord used you in my life.
God bless you and your family, Johnny.
September 2, 2009 at 11:39 pm
brotherjohnny
Thank you, Marie.
It is always a pleasure to hear from you.
Yes, mom is something else. And dad is too (but in a different way)!
I guess I was always a bit of a momma’s boy anyway…
There is more background to my perspective on Christ and the church but this article starts at what I believe to be the foundation of it all (…besides my own personal encounter with the Lord later on…).
You’re not the only one who’s understanding has been stretched over the last few years.
The best that I can tell so far is that we’re never really allowed to totally ‘get it’ (not quite yet, anyway).
We see in a mirror dimly and just when we think that we have total definition, it would seem as if the Lord provides just a little more light and the image becomes even more clear.
I am encouraged by your comment, Sister. I am very grateful that Lord can use someone like myself for his purposes.
He needs all of us, just as we do.
Grace and Peace is yours in Christ!